Dear Brothers and Sisters,
I hope you are all enjoying your summer with your loved ones! I have asked Fr. Gabriel to write a letter this week about his experience so far as a priest. Please see the letter below.
God Bless,
Fr. Steven
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It’s been about 3 months now since I was ordained a priest, and it hasn’t taken long to discover what a treasure this vocation is. One of the greatest gifts of the priesthood is the ability to administer the sacraments of reconciliation and being able to celebrate the Eucharist.
It is within the confessional that I, as a confessor, experience the love of the Lord, because in spite of my weakness and shortcomings, the Lord has sought to convince me of His gratuitous love by entrusting to me the hearts of His flock when they are most delicate.
It impresses me to see how in this sacrament, people leave behind their superficiality and let their true self surface. It is always moving to witness the profundity and the uniqueness that each person is often reluctant to expose. It brings to mind the days of creation and how after each day the Lord saw that it was good, but after creating Adam and Eve, He saw that it was very good. And somehow I delight in those that come to confession in a similar way; seeing beyond the sins that they present to me and peering into that dignity that the Lord originally formed them with, I can say with the Lord that He has made us very good.
This brings me back to my previous thought on how the Lord has given me the priesthood as my means of sanctification. I see that it is through the exercise of my ministry that He seeks to shape my heart after His own. Because while He is giving me the gift of compassion for sinners and using me as an instrument of His mercy, it is through that same ministering that I realize more and more deeply that it is with that same mercy that the Lord looks upon me.
One other experience I would like to share is what it has been like to celebrate the mass and there was one instance in which its power really showed. It was my first week as a priest when we went to celebrate mass with the priests of Regina Cleri (the home for retired priests in Boston). At the moment of the consecration when we said all together “take this all of you and eat of it for this is my body which will be given up for you.” I was unexpectedly overwhelmed with emotion, but after some reflection it all made sense. I recalled the years of resistance while at the seminary and how I often distrusted God’s plan for me. But it was through the ordination and in the celebration of the Eucharist that God sealed within me the handing over my own body to His call and it has been a source of great joy.
I see that God is calling me to live a Eucharistic life, where I give of myself so that others may share in God’s divine life, but rather than being depleted from spending myself in ministry, I am instead being filled up.
I thank the Lord for his generosity and for the assignment He has given me here at Immaculate Conception where I have been able to build on the experiences and relationships that I formed already as a deacon. I am grateful for the warmth of the flock and the company and teaching of Fr. Steven and Fr. Victor whose years in the priesthood now lend themselves to help form me as I begin my ministry.
In Christ,
Fr. Gabriel Hanley
Immaculate Conception Office
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Marlborough, MA 01752
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